federerphile

luv hate

2007-03-18T00:25:00.000-07:00

men.. we luv em...we hate em..
how n when will i figure them out?
no one knows.
fk i dont think i ever will.

*for the meantime...we gurls have our friends..booze..and the whiskey

douche

2007-02-21T19:55:00.000-08:00

so im back. back to work, back to calgary.
i took a (very very much deserved) week off from work.
really, its jus a week, u may not jump at the thought cuz yea.. its never enuff. but understand u must, i havent taken any holidays last year. so this, i shd say, is a milestone.
~~so i started my week off by powershopping at holt renfrew with nonetheless, my fave shopping buddy, chris.
luv luv chris to pieces. he's prolly the closest guy friend ive had. and its due to the fact that hes gay. luv him even more wit kelvin.
neways, he bought kelvin the uberfabuluos gucci wallet with a matching money clip for their anniversary/valentine's. oh how we all envy kelvin.
and i got my poorbrokeself some more beauty products. orgasm blush by nars, new nailpolish from chanel, and laura mercier stuff ie. almond cocnut perfume and body scrub (yummmm..and smells divine).
~~next day chris audrey n i met downtown for lunch. then i headed to get some "work" done. it wus painful, and i really am hoping its worth it. can not disclose wut this is about, bcuz i believe that letting people kno, defeats the purpose. sorry to disappoint.
~~wednesay. early morning, i flew down to victoria. i wus expecting it to be more like vancouver. very surprised when i landed cuz it seemed sooo smalltown-ish, but dont get me wrong, its a very very beautiful city, one would be lucky to live there.
i wus right, its very laidback n simple, it has a lot of character tho. 90% of the people i saw were students, they say its so much similar to halifax. ugh. yea the thought still haunts me, no matter/however i escape.
i came to realize how fast paced calgary had become. people i meet from back east say this all the time, and i never really paid that much attention till now. ive also thought of being on my own. id luve to move out soon, and if i do, it will have to be victoria. i dont see the point of doing so, in calgary. its a good idea, so really i dont want to kill it with any unecessary planning (bcuz u kno wut happens when i plan.)
had a great time with my cuzins, spent most of the time talking to ate carol about stuff, life, and everything else in between. yea its good to vent everything out and its equally good to kno that sumone out there shares the same frustrations that u have. so, it wus a good trip all around.
*oh and did i mention that i met this cute dude, haha. no worries cuz it wus nothing.
~~i came back sunday. i felt like i missed work. actually lemme get that straight workfriends. haha.
~~ok lately ive been hormone addled. i cant stop eating. nething in front of me i eat, and yet im at the nearest fastfood in like mach speed. not only that, but everything else associated with hormone outbreak, u name it.
~~i met my brazilian last night, and got some things sated out. for the first time i felt like i missed him. mehh. again, maybe its jus the hormones. met his friends. and he wanted to meet mine. well, i didnt think i wus ready for that.
~~same night. went to hang out wit the gurls at jen mc's place (which is like a couple of blocks away from mine.) and i finally met jen's set up. he's really really cute, blond hair, blue eyes, a body builder, superfunny. wut wus i waiting for all this time??? shes been trying to set us up for 2 or 3 months now! (we all kno the answer to this. my twisted mind had decided to move to halifax. ugh.). we had pizza, played the stupid game cranium, and made drinks that no one actually drank. oooh and he made me his favourite drink **brownie points, its very good by the way. so by the end of the night gurlfriends n i r drunk. bad bad move. cuz if im not mistaken, and as many many resources out there point out, one should never be intoxicated when trying to impress sumone. ive ruined it havent i? gahhhhh.

***ok, due to unusually high levels of im assuming, female hormones. i better stop myself. or i might start blogging the unnecessary. and elaborately explain all the explicit details that im sure u all r dying to hear. so yea, jus to save face, or wutever thats left of it.

in over my head

2007-02-07T21:32:00.000-08:00

they say that the best way to get over a man, is to find another one.
lemme tell u.. it does not fken work.
went on a dinner date with my brazilian last night (yes im still stringing him along,
and yes, he still havent given up), had a great great time (and i actually got to
kno him a lil better). problem wus, i wus thinking about sumbody else,
the entire time.
A lil while ago, ive planned on being in halifax, at this time.
honestly, it hurts that im not.
and it hurts even more to have to be with sumbody else.
(k i borrowed that line from mr ben harper)

So i thought that by finding all these distractions, it'll make this go away.
I worked overtime. Party'ed my sorrows away. Booked my tickets to Victoria.
Went to dates. Agreed to be set up for future dates. Spent every free time at the gym
(thus the strained knee and overworked shoulders.)
But none helps.
:'(

i luve me some ben harper.. nothing more then perfect.

needless n unnecessary..but my shrink advised me to post one

2007-01-26T22:08:00.000-08:00

i kno. me posting another one of these, its getting pathetic. but i have nothing that interesting to write (or i do, but im not allowed to put them in print haha sorry suckers).

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?' Jamil :D

2. When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your cart?' fk yea, i need my loonie back!!

3. In a social setting, are you moreof a talker or a listener?' well it depends on the setting right..but idk i guess im the talker most of the time.

4. Do you take compliments well?' yea u hear them all day and only half r true. so u learn how to bs the bs'er, kno wut i mean?

5. Do you play Sudoku?' yea when i feel like bein smart.

6. If abandoned alone in thewilderness, would you survive?' id like to think that i would

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?' nope. :( i wish i did

9. What was your favorite game as akid?' hopscotch

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you,but you knew he/she was married, wouldyou?' haha, idk i dont think so

12. Could you date someone withdifferent religious beliefs than you?' no

13. Do you like shopping at spencers?' yea, they have some naughty stuff, its fun to go esp with gurlfriends. i bought my first pair of handcuffs at spencers the last time haha

14. Use three words to describeyourself?' tough one...hmm, pottymouth, rude, self deprecating (none of the above r true of course, believe me :D )

15. Do any songs make you cry?' not really no

16. Are you continuing your education?' yea this fall..hopefully

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?' no :S, there r times that i wish i did

18. If your house was on fire, whatwould be the first thing you grabbed?‘ my purse? idk

19. How often do you read books?‘ whenever i can.. i try to read before i go to bed

20. Do you think more about the past,present or future?‘ FUTURE for sure, altho im tomorrowphobe, i hate planning it and the thought of it gives me the hives

21. What is your favorite children'sbook?' puss n boots

22.What color are your eyes?‘ dark brown

23. How tall are you?‘ 5'6"

24. Where is your dream house located?‘ idk, i havent thought of my dream house yet. pls refer to question#20 for further juxtapose

27. Have you ever taken pictures in aphoto booth?‘ yea i think i once did

28. When was the last time you were atOlive Garden?‘ oooh quite a while back... mightve been last year

30. Where was the furthest place youtraveled today?‘ lols, hmmm my lito sis/bro's school

32. Do you like mustard?‘ mehhh

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?‘ sleeeeep

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?‘ they say i do, look like mum, i refuse to agree

35. How long does it take you in theshower?’ depending on the day, most days im done at 15

36. Can you do the splits?‘ haha, u crazy?

37. What movie do you want to seeright now?‘ ghostrider...can not waitt

39. What did you do for New Year's?‘ huge feast with family..followed by a huge pseudo-party with my co-conspirators ie cuzins.. spent countdown with friends and jamil (and almost pissed my pants watching chris make a fool of his drunkself) and made sweet luv..haha ;)

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?‘ not at all

42. Do you own a camera phone?‘ yeah

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?‘ hahhaahahahhahaha the thought of it..hahahhaha sorry

45. What's the last letter of yourmiddle name?‘ E

47. How many hours of sleep do you geta night?‘ around 6

48. Do you like care bears?' when i wus a kid yea...

49. What do you buy at the movies?‘ popcorn :D

50. Do you know how to play poker?‘ nope

51.Do you wear your seatbelt?‘ yea we all have to, cmon..

52. What do you wear to sleep?‘ pj's most of winter/spring/fall, and nothing on summer..haha jk jk

53. Anything big ever happen in yourhometown?‘ uhhhhhhhhh...its cowtown..uhhhh idk flames?? haha so sad

54. How many meals do you eat a day?‘ 2 , my little snacks here n there
not included

55. Is your tongue pierced?‘ nope. eeww, never. so tacky.

56. Do you always read bulletins?‘ no

58. Do you like funny or seriouspeople better?‘ idk both

59. Ever been to L.A.?‘ no

60. Did you eat a cookie today?‘ no

61. Do you use cuss words in otherlanguages?' no

62. Do you steal or pay for your musicdownloads?‘ haha, and who pays???

63. Do you hate chocolate?‘ wut?????? who hates chocolate??? how can u hate chocolate??? i, for a fact, am in luve with chocolate. cant get enuff of it. once u go..u aint comin back..hahha (im hoping that people who read this crap actually understand my sick mind, its not as fun if u dont)

64. What do you and your parents fightabout the most?‘ me..being out too much and not answering my phone when im out

65. Are you a gullible person?' hhaa at times

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriendto be happy?‘ nope

67. If you could have any job(assuming you have the skills) whatwould it be?‘ assuming i have skills???? fk i kno i have skills!!!

68. Are you easy to get along with?‘ yea

69. What is your favorite time of day?‘ end of day

halifax

2007-01-12T21:30:00.000-08:00

u kno honestly i like the name HALIFAX. ha lee faxx. it even sounds sexy. gah i sound like a freak.
but other than that wut else is with or at halifax?
its a slow, small-town city.
they have beaches.
apparently they have good schools***

but cmon. halifax???
i dont get it at all.

altho at the moment, id rather be in halifax than newhere else in the world.
oh pls let it be summer already...

lonesome friday

2007-01-05T21:29:00.000-08:00

~Whats your middle name?
** lucille..jus like lucille ball..or anthony hamilton's other song

~How big is your bed?
** really big.. its queen. and everyone wants it (not in that sly way)

~What are you listening to right now?
** j's playlist.. maxwell's this woman's worth

~What are the last 4 digits in your
cellphone number?
** ahahahaha, same as work's. im such a geek i kno.

~What was the last thing you ate?
** shrimp curry mmmmmmm

~Last person you hugged?
** j

~How is the weather right now?
** fk woke up n surprised to see snow.. 'where did that come from????' sneaky sneaky weather huh

~Who was the last person you talked to
on the phone?
** my brazilian teehe

~What is the first thing u notice in
the opposite sex?
** SHOES, and clothes (sounds so material i admit) and evrything else, ooh and the bum (_|_) haha

~Favorite type of Food.
** italian italian italian

~Do you want children?
** ?????????? :S :S :S

~Do you drink?
** socially

~Ever get so drunk you don't remember
the entire night?
** nope

~Hair color?
** reddish brown, with black highlights..idk ive always been confused. its fab tho hah

~Eye colour?
** dark brown

~Do you wear contacts/glasses?
** nopes

~Favorite HOLIDAY?
** my holidays..cuz their paid and u get to go sumplace NICE

~Favorite Season?
** summer for sure..

~Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
** unfortunately yes.. but that wus like 5 yrs ago ie. i wus a kid

~Last Movie you Watched?
** blood diamond

~What books are you reading?
** at the moment.. maneater, i still have to finish it. audreys gona kick my arse, i kno i can already feel it.

~Piercings?
** ears

~Favorite Movie?
** closer

~Favorite college football Team?
** uhhhhhh, to be honest, i dont watch ne other sport but tennis. call it lame, i dont give a sht. i have an excuse..im so unathletic that my eyes reject the visual presence of sports, i get really really bad rash.

~What were you doing before filling
this out?
** msn'ed and texted my hommies

~Any pets?
** nope

~Dogs or cats?
** ive got no pets

~Favorite Flower?
** sunflower

~Have you ever loved someone?
** huh. idk.

~Who would you like to see right now?
** j... and no one else.

~Have you ever fired a gun?
** no :S

~Do you like to travel by plane?
** its alright, bearable.

~Right-handed or Left-handed?
** righty

~If you could go to any place right
now where would you go?
** HALIFAX haha, go ahead n laugh. im serious.

~Are you missing someone?
** yesssssssss

~Do you have a tattoo?
** yesssssssss

~Do you still watch cartoons on
Saturday mornings?
** lols saturday mornings? ive never had a saturday off for years. and trust me if i had, i wont be spending it infront of the fkn tv

~Are you hiding something from
someone?
** dont we all???

~ARE YOU 18?
** no :S

~WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR
CELLPHONE?
** my porno.. lols (inside joke). j's pic

~DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
** i never get enuff sleep no matter wut the day is

~FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS
MORNING?
** wut am i wearing today?

~WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR
BEDSIDE?
** laptop

~GRILLED OR FRIED?
** grilled

~WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
** uhhhhhhh i have no idea. ill get back on this next time.

~ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
** nope never

~FAVORITE HANGOUT?
** whiskey

~3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
** work, family, shoes

~FAVORITE SONG?
** ive lots.. at the moment. wind for me by r kells and akon/sean p

~WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
** lots of things

~ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
** both

~WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
** anna, anney

~WHAT IS YOUR DADS MIDDLE NAME?
** cant say...privacy policy hah

~WHATS YOUR MOTHERS MIDDLE NAME?
** same

~STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD
TAKE ONE THING?
** j

~FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
** that one with the crv

~WHO'S YOUR CELL PHONE PROVIDER?
** rogers, cuz ive got sum corporate discount, otherwise i think id be better off with telus

~FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
** my shoes?

~Whats your favorite color?
** red

~WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS TAKE
WITH YOU?
** car, cellphone, debit card

~WHAT DID YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU WERE A
KID?
** a lawyer

~WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE CLOCK
TURNS 11:11?
** idk. am i spose to be doing sumthing special?

~THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEEt?
** red

~WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT BEFORE YOU GO
TO BED?
** wut to wear tomorrow.. wut to read.. wut cd to play.. wuts my bank balance.. wut r my plans for tomorrow.. wut time shd i wake up.. wut bs am i in this time.. how to fix bs.. and other silly stuff that we gurls obsess about before we go to bed.

auld lang syne

2006-12-31T13:36:00.000-08:00

to find the time to blog on holidays shows one's prolific talent. right.
to find the time to read sumbody else's blog is a different story. lurk out lurkers, and happy new year.

neways..hope everyone had a busy and fanstastic holiday season. breathe easy, cuz its far from being over.
my mums literelly chastising me for being out 'too much' ie everyday/everynight. meh.
afterall, im all but a wolf (inside joke i think only noorin will understand, lol nonethe less).
lemme jus highlight the memorable..
thursday night. audrey called n practically dragged my arse to see her immediately after work for a short dinner, jus to find myself sitting in front of her, claude and his (very very very adorable) kid. thoughtful that its wus some light pun on my failed match making with audrey n claude (see previous posts for reference lol.
and then i met the head rushing.. sexiest man (IMO)ive seen. my IDEAL ideal ideal man, head to toe. and ive had the most deliriously intoxicating time since then.
he'll be leaving in a week. its almost like, u ache and at the same time be enticed. its true.
we always want wut we cant have.

fra la la la

2006-12-23T22:33:00.000-08:00

happy xmass!
ok who am i kidding, holiday season's so stressful, not to mention depressing.
k first theres the very imperative marathon shopping. dont get me wrong i think i wus born to shop, but haggling through the malls slash madhouse, it jus knocks u down straight up. fk i soundlike a grandma.
so i just finished my shopping, im beat and broke. see, we have a huge family. which meant that u have to double up the shopping. gah. at the same time, its like a double ended sword cuz u know ull end up with armfull of loot. haha i like that word, loot.
am i the only one who absolutely, absolutely hates shopping for other people? i do. man id be glad to kno if theres any way out of it. honestly i jus end up with more stuff for myself. like, my last trip from market mall, i ended up with 3 pairs of shoes, handbags and more clothes.
and am i the only on who buys their own presents? i meant that i actually boxed and wrapped stuff for myself. i think its a very clever idea. see, should you be dissappointed with the presents that u got from'other' people, theres that present that u kno u will jus luuve. very reliable source of bliss. am i smart or wut?
and then there r the holiday xmas songs out there that they play non stop. my ears bleed at the same time non stop. dont u find that the slower they r the more depressing n somber ur mood gets.

k, i jus got home from the movies, wus spose to watch pursuit of happyness (IM DYING TO SEE IT as i say i need 'career enlightenment'), but its all sold out, can not belive it. so we watched the holiday instead. honestly, im the last person who wanta to see that movie. but hey i wus with my gurlfriends and its a chickflick.

and last night i wus at the whiskey with audrey n chris. and had such a blassst. and i meant blast like euphoria induced blast. k i duno if that made sense but i hope u got my point. the music wus good, drinks were pouring, men were raining haha. seriously. i met this guy who i actually had an appointment with at the bank the same day. oh boy wus i glad to see the hotness that he is. lols. more chinook like blast. then again my brazilian wus there, and lemme say horribly drunk. which i think im glad that he wus. haha. *maneater song plays out loud* speaking of, audrey got me a book titled maneater for xmas. i honestly dont kno wut thats about.

off to a very different topic, i wus just listening to cnn (yes i watch cnn) and they were talking bout time's choice of person of the year :YOU. may i say. lame. but then here i am blogging away. very odd opinion huh. (trust me im not stoned.)

neways, to all u btches aka LURKERS who actually find amusement out of my blog happy holidays, merry xmas and happy new years. peace n luve. i cant believe i jus said that.

i dont need lobotomy

2006-12-08T20:41:00.000-08:00

its HUDSON. there u go. patrick hudson.

if you r mr hudson, this is jus purely for my amusement purposes, and nothing else.

for the love of shoes

2006-11-25T19:58:00.000-08:00

1. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
>> ive lost count a long time ago...could be around 50, i buy one evrypayday, sumtimes two. very bad addiction.

2. How many of those are heels?
>> 75% of them i think, the higher the better :D

3. What jewelry did you wear today?
>> none today, yesterday, a huge cocktail ring

4. What underwear are you wearing?
>> boyshorts

5. Do you have a jewelry box?
>> yes, but i rarely use it, i find a messy tangled stash much more convenient.

6. Do you dye your hair?
>> i dont, ive learned my lesson. i go to the professionals and let them do their job.

7. What is in your CD player right now?
>> musique soulchild

10. What are you wearing?
>> sweatpants..its sunday

11. What makeup do you wear?
>> la mer, dior, stila, nars, chanel, lise watier, guerlain, prescriptives, lancome ysl, benefit and loads more, im not gona lie, u shd see my makeup case/trunk, its a treasure box.

12. Do you have a lot of candles in
your room?
>> uhhh..no, i have stick diffusers

13. Is pink your favorite color?
>> uhhh no

14. What purse did you carry today?
>> i didnt carry one

15. Who's your favorite character on
Sex in the City?
>> ooohh, cant decide. ive always luved carrie. but then i think im more like miranda, minus the baby. cannot wait for the movieeeeeee.

16. Do you have a job?
>> yea who doesnt

17. Team Kristen or Team LC?
>> bleh :P im really not into those types of reality shows

18. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
>> team aniston.

19. What did you buy last time you
went shopping?
>> mini shirt and flat boots

20. Do you own anything by Vera
Bradley?
>> nope, we're in canadialand.

21. Is your cell phone with you at all
times?
>> nope

22. Do you own Chanel sunglasses?
>> nope cuz their glasses are like the most copied, so u see fake ones everywhere, i like tom ford's and missoni, but my fave pair are my versace's.

23. When was the last time you wore a
dress?
>> uhh 2 weeks ago.

24. Straight hair or curly hair?
>> straight hair.

25. What is your favorite magazine?
>> vogue, HB,instyle, elle and cosmo

26. California or New York?
>> NEW YORK

27. Do you keep up with celebrity
gossip?
>> i admit i do. very guilty. i have to have my daily perez hilton.

28. Boyshorts or thong?
>> the latter

29. Did you play with Barbies when you
were little?
>> yes.. good times.

30. Do you go to the tanning bed?
>> nope.

31. Did you ever own a spice girls cd?
>> haha yes. oh gawd so embarassing.

32. Do you think you're lonely?
>> i dont think so

33. If you could change one thing
about yourself what would it be?
>> i cant tell u that

35. Did you ever take dance,
gymnastics, or cheerleading?
>> like serious stuff? noooo

36. Have you ever been in a pageant?
>> no, no no... NO

37. Have you ever modeled?
>> nooooooo no no no

38. Do you get manicures and pedicures
often?
>> yes yes.

39. Do you believe in love at first
sight?
>> nope

40. Do you like bubble baths?
>> yea

41. Do you look like anyone famous?
>> daniel craig!!! ohh he makes all of us wet. haha. i watched casino royale last night... and how wus it i hear u ask? AMAZING, and hot. he's the best bond ever, well next too sean connery.

43. Is Cosmopolitan practically your
Bible?
>> no.

45 . Are you a daddy's girl?
>> a little bit.

46. Do you have your wedding planned
out?
>> no. pls.

47. Do you want kids?
>> nope not netime soon.

48. Do you make wishes when it's 11:11
>> are we spose to?

49. Do you prefer football players or
baseball players?
>> football players... its bc ive always thought that baseball players r old and out of shape

50. do you think you are girly?
>> in lots of ways yes, and many others no, very undomestic too.

who needs lobotomy

2006-11-11T17:06:00.000-08:00

my memory's so so messed, that i think i had to get back into blogging jus so i can document n remember things that i wouldnt wana miss. i kid you not. case in point. i wus having a chat with..(uhh i cant remember), neways, i wus asked about the last person i had a long term relationship with. and i couldnt answer. i knew it wus patrick..but i could not remember his last name for the life of me. and jus between u n me, i still couldnt.

aside from that, the past couple of months were busy. were do i start...
claudia had her huge baby shower, good times. i luve my spanish friends and their pan con pollo.
claudia had her baby the day after. we were all surprised and worried at the same time, both of them werent at the best conditions.
my dad bought a new toy, brand new silver endeavor. sweet. i luv, we all luv. brings us to 4 whips in total.
ate kay went to visit, brought us to our grand backpacking/europe plan. im soo excited. i better start saving. ladies, im serious too.
my dad left for his "surprise trip", its my grandmas bday and he wusnt spose to go, but decided to at the last last minute (and surprised them all).
i found out that calgary tower has a name, its wesley.
its cibc's year end red carpet party. and had so much fun with chris and kelvin eyeing our eye candies. i got nominated as an annual achiever, but didnt win. very unfortunate. i dont mind cuz i wore my gorgeous new zebra print pumps. and brought sexy back. ;)
i met my brazilian.

i have loads of photos to share, i jus have to find the time to load them all up for u bitches to see.

shame

2006-11-10T20:59:00.000-08:00

its been 1..2.. 2 months or so since my last post. aiiiaa, shame on me.
so lemme post some of these luvely stuff (u all lurkers see everywhere), very very informative. just in case that in those 2 months u forgot who i am.

NINE lasts....
1. last place you were: at rogers n tormented dylan yet again hah
3. last beverage: propel
4. last movie watched: the prestige.. seriously good movie, very smart too
5. Last Phone call: my brazilian
6. last cd played: continuum
7. last BUBBLE bath: uhhh, last summer
8. last time you cried: today, i wus laughing senseless with noorin
9. last alcohol drink: alcoholic drink u mean..um last week

EIGHT have you evers --
1. have you ever dated someone twice: yes
2. have you ever been cheated on: yes
3. have you ever kissed someone: yes
4. have you ever kissed someone you regret: no
5. have you ever fallen in love: no
6. have you ever lost someone: yes
7. have you ever been depressed: i wus having a meltdown the other day, good times.
8. have you ever eatan a live animal: no

SEVEN favourite branded things --
1. shoes: bcbg, nine west, aldo
2. bags: nine west, miu miu
3. shirt: jacob, talula babaton
4. make up: la mer for foundation and skincare, stila for gloss and concealer, dior for eyeliner and lipsticks, nars for blush and shadow, chanel for nailpolish and shadows, prescriptives for mascara, bobbi brown for bronzer/highlighter and lise watier for shadow pots and brushes
5. jeans: jacob and paige denim
6. coffee: starbucks
7. glasses: versace and ysl

SIX things you did in the past four days --
1. worked
2. worked out
3. dinned out
4. watched movies
5. shopped
6. shopped

FIVE things on your mind right now --
1. do i have nething to do tomorrow?
2. i shd email ate kay
3. europe..cant wait ladies
4. would you rather....oprah or nicole richie, haha. twisted.
5. im stayin in, and dizzy's gona kill me when he sees me. try to find ways on how to save myself

FOUR people you can tell pretty much
ANYTHING
to --
1. audrey
2. noorin
3. inna
4. my lito sis

THREE favorite colors --
1. red
2. green
3. yellow

TWO things you want to do before you
die --
1. only two?? wut a pity. ive got 50 hah. ok ok, europe.
2. find a better job

ONE goal for this year --
well, year's almost over. and i really dont have one.

bday

2006-09-26T21:50:00.000-07:00

yay im back

jus finished celebrating my week long bday. haha. yea cuz a day is jus not enuff. when u really think about it, ur nver gona be 21 again. hence the hard partying. bday wus really last tuesday, bittersweet cuz mum had her operation on the same day. it wusnt proper to celebrate, so we all stayed with her n family. everything went well, and shes doing so much better. by far the best present one could have.

friday.. i had a dinner party at cactus club with a bunch of friends. it wus really nice, except that we had to wait for an hour or so to be seated. damn these places that dont take reservations!! wuts nice wus there are lots of 'old' friends that came, who i havent seen for ages like ariel and his fiance nica (aaawww), claudia and her gorgeous hubby, claude (who we tried to set up with audrey, and failed miserably) dave, and chris' boyfriend (hes the hotness, i luv my gay friends).
we then had our after party at the whiskey. yea, i wouldnt be newhere else on friday nights but at the whiskey. :D

saturday.. had some sweet shopping done. yay. i think i did pretty good. well except for the lil bleep. i went to pick up this season's black chanel nail vernis, but instead i ended up with this clear nail polish. gahhh im such a knob.

sunday.. went to see gary v. yayyy. i have never been to a filipino concert, so really didnt kno wut to expect. my tita got us some tickets as a bday present, so nice of her. and we had awsome front row seats!! u can literally smell the sweat. hah jk and eew. and yea hands down to gary v. cuz, that man rocked everyone's socks. and talk about energy, i dont kno how he does it. yea ate carol and i r so infatuated, we're such geeks i kno. btw, i have never seen that many filipino people in my life. well i had a great time, and hope to see more of him.

monday.. am.. had lunch with michelle and her friend, ANNE, and audrey at downtown.
pm.. went to see adventures of mimi. woooohooooooooooooooooo. yea im still suffering from concert withdrawal. i had a BLAST, literelly. busta rhymes opened for her, and he wus great, off the hook..off the chain...wutever or however u wana call it. but well mariah, i expected nothing less. i wus hesitant to see her cuz i thought she became too hyped up. but man, it wus worth every single penny of that 110bux i spent. well it wus nice that she brought back some of the old school stuff that i luv.. ie fantasy, hero. apart from that, she looked tight, (again) literelly. she wus like in her underwears, and she still looked great, and hats off, for having the guts to do so infront of a huge crowd. oooh and nice louboutins.

im hung over.. im still sore from all the screaming and dancing, i think i need a week off to recover. my ears deaf and my brain hurting. really.
well, this week, its afsheen's bday, so yea...

ps. ill post some hot photos as soon as my laptop's back to shape.

style for style

2006-09-11T22:23:00.000-07:00

lookie!!

i mean, cmon how can u not luve the guy. 2 of my luves, tennis n fashion. double whammmmy. i can not take this nemore!! i wus presently suprised today, considering that its 911 and theres nothing on tv but tributes, non stop. went to the fashion channel n look wut i found, federer n galpal mirka at oscar's spring 07 show. id pay to be a new yorker right now. and yea in case ur wondering thats THE anna/ana wintour, next to him, apparently both her n oscar r huge tennis/federer fans. so vogue!! haha. so i had to go to style.com to watch the show again. i didnt even catch the part when the model came out with flowers n gave them to feds when she did her pass. *dreamy*.
speaking of oscar, i found some sale treasures, like the lingerie that wus on sale, used to be like 75$ and got them for a fraction of the price, lemme say under 20$!! thanks to audrey. yea we went downtown for our 'follow up' shopping with noorin. soooo much fun fun fun. n i did good. got myself red bcbg pumps (might upload a photo soon), undies from oscar de la renta, kate spade leather card holder in burnt gold, ruby key ring from the holt renfrew line, new hosieries from banana republic and best of all i found a nice lil present for dad at holt.. a black french rimbaud belt from fullum and holt. its equally handsome as the counter manager who boxed and wrapped it. :D *again, dreamy*. i had to go back cuz i picked out the wrong size, by then i wusnt only gawking, i wus drooling. hah jk jk.
we went to have lunch with michelle too, and angee came to join us at metro grill. it wus nice to see metro at daylight, hussled but still inviting. as opposed to the crowded n trendy after hours(with porsches n escalades n luxury cars as permanent fixtures by its windows). will be coming back for power lunches with the gurls.

well back to reality..and back to work, at least tomorrow. i can not wait for the next weekend.

duck hunt

2006-09-11T00:04:00.000-07:00

*worship*
i jus finished watching the USopen finals rerun. i jus had to watch it. again. u kno me. so proud to be a fan of fedex. amaaaazing. would have luved to see feds hand a bagel to the duck on the 4th set.

i had soo much fun shopping the other night at Holt Renfrew, i went with chris(and his boyfriend calvin), audrey n tanya. they had a gala to celebrate burberry's 150th anniversary. it drew such a large crowd, but apparently toronto's bigger cuz theyve got like penelope cruz, reese whitespoon and the entire hollywoodland showing up. not fair. didnt get to watch the fashion show, cuz i wus too busy haggling on the goodies. i saw michelle, so i have to buy some stuff from her. i got the large amino shampoo, sells for 37$ but only got it in half, plus some more goodie bags. its alarming how so many people showed up, AND spent endless wads of mad cheddar. man, i wish i can throw away money jus like that. i didnt. i had my little budget, which im telling you wouldnt do if ur shopping at holt. neways, i bought a bunch of make up from stila, chanel and presciptives, n i got new gold leaf earrings (which i adore, but are annoyingly loud), and a mustard coloured wristlet clutch from miu miu. didnt really get on my full shopping so...i will be back tomorrow. hah. i still havent checked out the chanel earrings that ive been eyeing forever and try the fall line at chloe. ooh and find dad a present, which gives me a nice excuse to ogle at the unbelievably good looking men who works at the men's dept.
did i tell u that my ex used to work for armani at holt? man, how could i ever be so dumb to let that one go? haha.

hats off

2006-09-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

to andre.. man have u seen his 2nd round match with Baghy? it had to be one of the most exciting matches that ive seen. i didnt get to see his last match (due to urgent circumstances..ie shopping hah), luckily when i got home n turned the tv on, the match wus jus over, and he wus to do his last farewell interview/speech with johnny mac. *tears*
to the croc man.. such a shock. for some time we all thought he wus invincible. i guess not. so sad. he seemed like a genuinely nice man.

i had a good time this long weekend. wut a way to end summer.
i met this guy who dj's at the plush. so i got my gurlfriends n i VIP and free drinks. sweet i kno. will be coming back for sure.
i went to shop at ikea.. found none, well a painting that i really really want..too expensive (100 a pop, but id need 2 or 3for my wall)..id rather buy a pair of shoes. so i went to market mall. i bought some fall stuff, and black pinstripe bermuda shorts. ive been looking for the perfect one for quite a while now. will be wearing it with patterned hosiery and wedges. cant wait. honestly, thats like the only reason why i like fall.
n today, we're back to the real world.
if u bank with us, lemme give u a tip...dont ever think if coming in the branch when its the first business day of the month, or when we're back from a long weekend. ud think that its just common sense, but no, for some reason people jus decide to come all at the same time.. on the busiest day of the year. *can u hear me seethe??* haha apologies.
well not only that. my ex AND her mom wus in. and they had this problem. and with all the staff that we had, i wus the one, who had to help them. for the love of g@#$*&. i wus going to come up with some excuse and say im too busy. but see, i have to jus prove that im above it, and im mature enuff to jus forget about evrything n be professional. right. so they sat down in my desk for a good 15 mins. talk about awkward. well we had nothing to say each other. it wus so awkward u can hear the dead leaf fall from the tree. i have to admit, he looked good. k im gona stop.
chris had only been away for less than a week, and he will be for another 2-3 weeks.

i still have to pick out an outfit for tomorrow. im goin to holt renfrew's gala tomorrow night. lots of shopping and lots of free stuff(plus expensive booze!!). there'll be a fashion show for burberry. i have to admit im not a fan, well except for their perfume line. well maybe i will be.. tomorrow, haha. reminder: i have to be good.

19 days till im legal!! meanwhile.. i entertain myself with this..

2006-08-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

: : THE CANS: :>
Can you blow a bubble?
-- yea..gums spit u name them

Can you dance?
-- i think i can..hah yea

Can you do a cart wheel?
-- nope

Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?
-- yea but it took me like an hour. jk. michelle can in like a second, u blink and its done.

Can you touch your toes?
-- yea. but then, sumbody has to help me stand up. jk

Can you whistle?
-- no

Can you wiggle your ears?
-- no

Can you wiggle your nose?
-- hah no

: :THE DIDS: :
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?
-- the dids? so ghettoo.. neways my answer is no. ive never been in a fistfight ever

Did you ever run away from home?
-- nope, i grew up in riyadh.. theres nowhere to run to

Did you ever want to be a doctor?
-- yea

: :THE DOS: :
Do you believe in God?
-- YES

Do you know how to swim?
-- uhhhh yea

Do you like roller coasters?
-- yes yes yes

Do you own a bike?
-- lols me?? a bike?? id be caught dead first before u see me on a bike.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on
those reality shows?
-- echh

: :THE DOES: :
Does hair loss run in your family at all?
-- scary :S never thought of that... but no :D

Does your car get good gas mileage?
-- yea, but dont get me started on gas prices...

Does your family have family picnic?
-- ehh?

: :THE HAVES: :
Have you ever been on a plane?
-- yea

Have you ever asked someone out?
-- nope

Have you ever been asked out by someone?
-- yea

Have you ever been to the ocean?
-- yea

Have you ever gone fishing?
-- nope. i find it... extremely..boring. again, id be caught dead first.

Have you ever painted your nails?
-- yea

: :THE HOWS: :
How did you find out about friendster?
-- i forgot..prolly from one of my filipino friends

How many of them have you met in person?
-- aaallll of them. im not a friendster whore.

How many times has your profile been visited?
-- idk ill have to check yea

How tall are you?
-- 5'6"

How much money do you have on you right now?
-- hah. im a banker. i dont answer questions like this. well no one shd.

: :THE LASTS: :
Last person you hung out with?
-- chris.. whiteboy chris.

Last thing you said out loud:
-- that wus goooooood.

Last thing someone said to you?
-- u want it haard? hah jk. i had a massage ok

: :THE WHATS: :
What are you listening to?
-- old school annie lennox

What is the weather outside?
-- cloudy.. *its only august cmon*

What radio station do you listen to?
-- vibe..meh

What was the last restaurant you ate at?
-- thai boat

What was the last thing you bought?
-- dior plastic glass and dior2 at shoppers

What was the last thing you had to drink?
-- water

What was the last t.v. show you watched?
-- sex and the city..frenemies

: :THE WHOS: :
Who is your newest friend you added to friendster?
-- idk

Who was the last person you IM'd?
-- dave

Talked to on the phone?
-- chris..my chris..straight chris

Who was the last person you took pictures with?
-- chris.. my other chris, who swings THAT way. yaknowutimean.

Who is in your default picture?
-- ehh?

Who was the last person to leave you a
testimonial?
-- i dont remember

Who was the last person you said "i love you" to
-- i dont remember

life n style

2006-08-22T21:04:00.000-07:00

my life at work is measured in half hour segments. for every half hour of my working life, im spose to make the bank as much money as humanly possible. and i hate every minute of it. (i said it before hate is a strong word, and i dislike using it. but there r jus no words that can suffice the truth of the matter.)
when i wus younger ive always thought/dreamt that when i grow up id like to work downtown, ukno in an office, be able to wear power suits like a nice skirt with a fancy jacket n heels and look all professional. well i made all that happen (well, ok but not the downtown part). i have an office, i have sumbody who looks after my appointments and schedule, and best of all i get to wear wut i want. except that im extremely unhappy and dissatisfied.
i saw michelle saturday and we had a long deepnmeaningful. there she is luving every waking moment of her career life, and money is jus like a nice bonus unlike me, money is all the motive. so i finally decided that im gona have to do sumthing about it. yes the glass is still half full. oh and did i tell u i jus finished the book undomestic goddess? hah. hence the blogging? its one of those moments when u tell urself, ohmygawd its my life in a book!

i got sum pics from saturday. it wus neeraj's bday. jus us from work, michelle and a bunch of people from banker's hall we hardly kno.

but neways thats me, michelle and her fab filagree fendi, chris (my bestflamboyant gay friend aka my boyfriend), and afsheen (brown version of paris hilton minus the skanky-ness, lols, its a joke). and a photo of me and audrey, its so cool i jus had to post it.
michelle asked me to apply for the new dior at holt renfrew. *dreamy*
well since she started working, ive got copious access to new merchandise and freestuff. mostly from the cosmetics dept. meaning i waste more n more time for my daily 'regimen'. creme de la mer, which everyone raves about, retails at around 250$ for the teeny tiny bottle and 1600$ for the bigger one, perfume samples (prada, valentino, MJ, missoni et all), tarte skin primer (which i completely adore) and the entire line at kiehl's (u have to try the coconut protein shampoo).

ooh i got and my hair done the other day. since fall is coming, i decided to go darker. or at least get rid of my strawberry blonde highlights, which i missss. so my hairdresser tried to bleach my entire head (to help the colours stick to my asian hair), but that didnt work. so i ended up with copper, black and a bit of blonde. and it looks great. still have to get used to it, is all.

at the moment...my lil sister is attempting to organize my endless stack of fashion magazines (by month/season). man, i lurve her to bits. im gona have to go, poor kid, itll take her daysss.

blisters

2006-08-14T23:17:00.000-07:00

man, i could be at toronto right now. tennis+sweetshopping. wut could i ask for?

except that im not. and i watched the finals at home. and shopping, yea shopping. :D

last time i blogged about the 2 of them wus the first round of wimbledon. and yea poor rissshhard i actually like him a lot. he's sorta old school, like feds. he blazed thru the first set, but wut a choker. u kno matches like these jus show why feds is number one. he can find a way to whoop ur ass eventho hes rusty n burnt out (see video bellow). i think he played the entire week, in his standard, poorly. pretty much like halle this year. but hope that he ends it with a bang (ie win USOpen again) jus like he did at wimby.

=

hands down for the amazing shotmaking these 2 can come up with.

so yea i did a bit of shoping this weekend. jus bits n pieces here n there. i fell in lurv with these shoes. its enzo angiolini, retails at around 180 bux, but got them for only half. man gota lurv end of the season sales. theyre not the most comfortable shoes, but hey they look amazing. and we all kno u always have to compromise comfort for style. its like murphy's law. (ok i lied, i still dont kno wut murphy's law is, i though it sounded smart). hah

i wore them today along with my pencil skirt and mustard button down (both from jacob).

ex post facto

2006-07-31T23:39:00.000-07:00

1) How old do you wish you were?
- idk 8? debt and worry free? haha

2) Where were you when 9/11 happened?
- riyadh

3) What do you do when vending machines steal
your money?
- id shake n bang it, hoping that coins would magically fall off the slot endlessly

4) Do you consider yourself kind?
- yea

5) If you would get a tattoo, what part of your body?
- i already have one. the next one would be probably be at the nape of my neck

6) What kind of tattoo?
- some nice lettering like kat von d's

7) If you could be fluent in any other language,
what would it be?
- italian... oooh or japanese

8) Do you know your neighbors?
- sort of. well everything n everywhere r constuction. i kno the company's owner from the bank. so yea in a way? haha. ok not technically.

9) What do you consider a vacation?
- peace n quiet... sumwhere hot n humid.

10) Do you follow your horoscope?
- nope. if u do, u gota be kidding.

11) Would you move for the person you love?
- nope

12) Are you touchy feely?
- a long time ago yea.

13) Do you believe that opposites attract?
- uhm never worked for me.

14) Dream job?
- unemployed with income. haha. right now..would luv to work for holt renfrew at the shoe department.

15) Favorite TV channel?
- dont have one. i do however, despise american 'sports' channels.

16) Favorite place to go on weekends?
- metro on stephen - for 'trendy' night outs, movies to 'chillax' (haha sounds so old school) and market mall, for mad shopping.

17) What kind of car do you drive?
- maxima

18) Showers or Baths?
- showers

19) Do you paint your nails?
- yes i do i do

20) What do you like doing in the summer?
- long drives. bbq.

21) Do you trust people easily?
- nope. im a banker, and im jus programmed that way. very unfortunate yes i kno.

22) What are your phobias?
- idk wut u call it .. but im scared of nething that has feathers

23) Do you want kids?
- of my own? hahaha. no.

24) Do you keep a handwritten journal?
- aw so old school. no why handwrite, when u can BLOG ;)

25) Where would you rather be right now?
- new caledonia..when oh when

26) What makes you feel guilty?
- chocolates

27) Heavy or light sleep?
- i dont get it. am i heavy sleeper? no im not. its easy to wake me up. i also downed the talent of sleeping with your eyes open - AT WORK.

28) Are you paranoid?
- when high hah

29) Are you impatient?
- yes, matt from rogers customer relations had it today.

30) Who can you relate to
- becky bloomwood

31) Have you been burned by love?
- (sounds so mushy n foolish) perhaps? haha

32) What colour shirt are you wearing?
- red

33) Most recent movie that you watched?
- pirates

34) Name 3 things that you have on you at all
- purse, keys, phone

35) What's the colour of your bedsheets?
- red n gray

36) What cant you wait until..?
- idk weekends

37) What did you have for dinner last night?
- uhh mums mashed potato

38) Who was the last person you hugged?
- lito sis

wore today
top talula babaton
trousers jacob
necklace urban behaviour
flats aldo

cold sweat

2006-07-27T22:27:00.000-07:00

cant wait till saturday. can not bare working with women nemore. i told my manager, i think u need more men. i hate to admit it, but i think id prefer working with them. less drama.

wearing today...
esprit white button down
rachel pally gray tank
jacob brown trousers
christian dior charm necklace
aldo gladiator sandals

pardon for the cloudy pictures. dont worry, ill get there.

ooh do u see my red room. (red duvet, red shade, red curtains, chair, pillows.) lols sounds tacky i kno, but trust me, it looks better than it sounds.

oy vey

2006-07-25T22:39:00.000-07:00

its mums birthday today. yay. we had dinner out, then desserts personally delivered from moxies haha. man i wish i can get cocktails to go. *dreamy*
i got her a pair of diamond earrings in white gold from ben moss. i kno nothing about fine jewellry (sp?), so when my brother said we have to go in 2 mins. i jus picked out wutever looked nice. i think i did a swell job.. no speck of gaudy-ness.

ok wut is up with men n jeans? i wus talkin to my brother earlier, he complained how his designer jeans got all stained at work. i asked how much were the jeans for.
he said: 180.
me: whaaaaat??
him: its only 180.
me: do u kno how much 180 is?? (without me sounding like mum)
him again: well theyre not my 300 dollar pair...
me: (gasping for some more air)
him: hey im not the one who buys 10 pairs of shoes every month
me: i DO NOT..
so he justifies this by saying that jeans are a staple, and u need spotless quality cuz u get to wear it everyday. and compared to women, men really doesnt have that wide of a variety when it comes to clothing.
well i say.. shoes, makes the entire outfit. its not an outfit without the perfect shoes. there.

so its lito eric's birthday tomorrow (i kid u not), and all he wants for a present is a lavalamp, oh and over the hedge cake. lols i kno. we offered xbox360, new games, nintendo and he said no to all of them, its so cute. the cake, i could probably stop by DQ, so im sure it woulndt be a problem. now, where on earth do we find lavalamps???

megalomaniac... not. part 2

2006-07-20T23:00:00.000-07:00

on november... i could either...
tag along with my dad, and take a short holiday back home (phils) spend around 1200 for the plane ticket, and as my mom said do some mad shopping, cuz 1500 is like 60k in pesos. so i might have to shell out 3k for this trip. but at the same time bring back a truck load of sht. (well ok, i honestly do not kno how far 60k pesos can get me to)
or
i can buy myself a couple of designer shoes.. louboutin platformsssss
or
i can get a brand new car, and use the cash for the down payment
or
i can go to hawaii..mahalo
or
i can put it into a term deposit..haha who am i kidding

i got a new phone. yay. im jus so glad that im gettin rid of my old beat up cellphone.
and i took some pics, so i can have a lil sumthing sumthing for my 'wearing today'.

here goes it.
its head to toe urban behaviour (not literally cuz the wedges are from nine west). i fell in lurv with the store, its like the canadian h&m. k the quality, is kinda shady. but if u fancy the trendy u-gota-have-it-this-season pieces then this store is a guilty pleasure all to itself. for this outfit i belive i spent close to 65 bux. and thats for like 4 pieces. the vest, poplin shirt, cropped pants and the layered necklace.

ok i jus took this one, off the bat. u can tell. i have yet to learn the artistic imagery and technique of being a camerawhore.

megalomaniac...not

2006-07-11T22:58:00.000-07:00

monday..
michelle (to her 'new boss') - ohmygod, i lurv ur shirt. is it armani?
manwhore - (while giving her a onceover) uhh no. its prada. (with an inaudible..ARMANII???)

today..
michelle - ohmygod, can u believe it? theyre gona chuck me as soon as i start arent they
me - so this pradawhore, is he even hot?
michelle - erm yea
me - cmon michelle suck it up, it wont be that bad. *as i dream about the 40% discount that her n i will soon be enjoying* (meaning overdraft defying spending)

me again - hey michelle doenst that jus sound like devil wears prada?
michelle - i kno!!
me - only ur 10 times hotter than andy.. wait wut were u wearing anyways?

so while we wait for the epic holt renfrew discount, i went ahead and did some shopping. some, meaning very little (ok its apart from the other shopping that i did a couple days ago). i bought a new pencil skirt, a couple of tops n some makeup.
im starting to like the benefit brand. the packagings are soo cute and they come up with the freshest ideas. i bought their highlighter, called moon beam, after shopping around chanel dior lancome clinique stila et all - they jus dont have nething that i wus looking for. and so far, im luvin it, and it only cost me like 25 bux.
im addicted to pencil skirts these days. u can dress them up, i would actually prefer it as a goinout outfit than jeans. and can be very professional. in fact, i think it helped me get an offer at BMO. for my interview, i wore all-jacob, a black pencil skirt, a silk brown top, my white basketweave coat and sky high stilletos (ok i should take some credit, cuz i think i aced my interview). i can almost remember the manager giving me a onceover, and me looking back (with inaudible, yea i got it bitch).

ALLEZ!!!

2006-07-08T21:07:00.000-07:00

if theres a way to stay awake n rally till 7am, i will. its the nadal-fed head to head, and really, if ur a tennis fan, this can easily be the match of the year. and yes, wut a better way to end this years wimby. i kno whos gona win, u kno whos gona win, fk even my fish kno whos gona win. i jus cant wait for fed to get his revenge, and give the moonballer and his ugly style of play a beating. (ok rafatards out there: this is my blog i can fken say wutever the fk i want).

all hail the youtubers...good job on this one..

oh yea, its stampede, yeehaww!! the gurls n i were gona go downtown to see nelly furtado, but decided to go to toad n turtle instead n have a few drinks. its been a loong long week n really, everyones jus tired so we didnt forego.
michelle..who i lurv bcuz..we get along so well.. we're neighbours..and yea we have the same style, taste, shopping habits/addictions...yea michelle might be leaving us, and moving to HOLT RENFREW's cosmetics dept. yea our dream job. im so excited for her. yea i cant find neone else whos so identical to me. we shop at the same store and websites (mexx at market, holt, sephora, jacob et all), we share the same passion (makeup n shoes, oh and yea ok clothes too), same taste in men (a man who can wear a sport coat with jeans, a must), same little addictions (celeb magazines, perezhilton, popsugar, endlesssss subscriptions to fashion magazines) and many more odd lil things that we have in common. shes priceless, and im going to miss her. for the , erm 3 or 4 years that ive been working, ive seen soo many people come and go. and u kno how sumbody leaves, u always promise to keep in touch and stay friends. i jus hope that her n i do.
cuz i regret that ive lost touch to some of them. and i misss them dearly..katrina, one of the funniest and hottest, if i wus a lezzer....haha jk, sahar, who i lurv to death, i wish to see her soon, ariel, who we still prank call, such a great guy all around, i miss his dried mangoes, and weekly newspapers, april, my mentor my other mum such an inspiration, joanne, the ultimate bigboldnbeautiful, i still squeel when i see her.
i cant help but wonder, when its my time to leave wut shall they say about me..anna.. we miss her parade of shoes, and ceaseless whining. haha. ok i have to stop, cuz my blogs startring to sound like an obituary(sp?).

neways enjoy the stampede yall ;)

happy canada day yall

2006-07-01T20:09:00.000-07:00

its the long weekend. woot! woot! obviously im not outdoors, like most of u canadian folks do, i actually prefer to stay in and not be eaten alive by those damn mosquitos. no, but we were spose to go to victoria, but we find that the long weekend is too short. hah. get it?
tanya, audrey n i went out last night for a dinnermovie. in theory it wus a beautiful night/day for a table at the patio. so we had one. and those pesky mosquitos were everywhere. bad idea. for some reason, these ones are a hybrid cuz no citronella candles are of work. it wus a sight. tanya: look they bit me in my eye. me: get off me u motherf*rs !#@@# audrey: they really wont leave us alone would they (in her thick french accent, that only a chosen few can understand). but nonetheless we had fun, and picked up a few boys. haha.
dinner wus good.. and the movie wus good.
we watched The Devil Wears Prada. i luvd it, and prefer it than the book itself. they changed a bit of the storyline, and made it so much more interesting. meryl streep, i applaud, one of the best actors around.
it wu funny how grown men came out to actually see it. me: is it jus me, or 2 big honkin adult male jus sat down next to us. and theyre not even the metro kind. i mean big fat balding men. interesting i kno. tanya on the otherhand, still pretends shes all that chic. she cooed over when they mentioned blahnik, and jumped up n down n said, ooh look audrey its karl lagerfield!!! me: its valentino u dumbass. haha. ok i didnt really say dumbass. its funny cuz she doesnt even kno wut fashion house he designs for. interesting i kno. this is the chick who 'claims' to have prada, chanel, versace, gucci et all. right. but none of us, or neone for that matter, has seen a piece, never. like, when i pulled out my prada glasses, she goes and asks me how much i got it for, she went and said, why would i spend so much money on glasses. haha. yea u can say, shes a lil pretentious. lols. which really, makes her funny and amusing, and bareable. we luv her for that. oh, and shes throwing a sex toys party, itll be fun, im gona have to take some pics!!!

the one lawn id mow for free

2006-06-27T18:04:00.000-07:00

*happy face*

its that time of the year again. 2 weeks of green green grass. the only time when i actually anticipate the ring of my alarm.

now, if uve been following the most prestigious grand slam in the world, u shd kno wut im talkin about. many may find RF's jacket (custom made by nike for this special tourney) appalling, but i think he looks pretty darn good. no one can pull this off but him. but forget the clothes, he played perfectly. poor richie, tough draw eh? if ur a federerphile, this season is the mustwatch of all. cuz in grass feds is in his most dangerous, exterminator mode. no one comes close, not even bjorn borg (again, if u kno the sport well u shd kno wut im talkin about here). now i searched hi n lo for a video but couldnt find one, but will do as soon as the youtubers wake up (have to settle for this one, not the best one out there, but its a feds video, cmon. enuf said.)

yesss
waking up to wimbledon is the best thing since sliced bread.

i have a life (yea i have to convince myself that much more)

2006-06-24T21:03:00.000-07:00

its saturday night and this is what i do... so sad. not to worry, i have an excuse. i might be getting sick, or already am. and so u kno, i had plans for dinner with the gurls.

[001.] Change your eye color, what color would
they be?:
~ uhh the same.. dont see myself in ne other colour, im not a huge fan of coloured contact lenses esp. on ASIANS. its pure novelty n i still dont get it.

[002.] Have any hair color in the world, which
color?:
~ chocolate

[003.] Instantly be fluent in one language,
which language and why?:
~ ahhh italian for sure or latin

[004.] Instantly be able to play an instrument,
which instrument and why?:
~ uhm drums? sure.

[005.] Get any job in the world and be good at
it too, which job would it be?:
~ unemployed without income

[006.] Live anywhere in the world, where would it
be?
~ italy

[007.] Join any band, which band would it be?
~ thats too easy.. u2

[008.] Have any superpower, what would it be
and why?
~ be able to wear heels 24/7 with complete ease n comfort..jus like when u wear uggs, except that u look 20 times better

[009.] Relive one of your favorite memories, which
one would it be?
~ i would luv to tell u, but ill be bleeped..haha jk

[010.] Magically alter any aspect of your
appearance without any pain whatsoever, what
would you do?
~ now now where do i start...

[011.] Eliminate one bug from the planet, which
one and why?
~ uhhh mosquito.. cuz itll never fail to leave u a sting mark

[012.] Bring any TV shows that went off the air
back, which ones would you bring back?
~ sex and the city!!!!!!!!!!!! bring it baaaaaaaackkkkkkk

[013.] You were president, what changes would
you make to your country?
~ i will... forget about taxes, drop prime rate to 0, ohh and continue on with the free money thing aka 'ralph bucks'

[014.] Could become an animal, which animal
would you be?
~ same. hah

[015.] Eliminate any class from your schedule,
which would it be and why?
~ taxation

[016.] Eliminate one season, which one and
why?:
~ winter yes WINTER

[017.] Improve one of your five senses, which
one would you improve?
~ auditory. i wus watching glen beck today, and he talked about this 'mosquito' ring tone. apparently teens find this sound unbarebly annoying, but others aka 'older' people are not able to hear it. they had a test : are you old? and played it. i didnt hear it :( so sad, and im only 20. but then again i prolly had the volume too low, hah, yes im hopeful.

[018.] Instantly become famous, what would you
want to be famous for?
~ idk ive never dreamt of being famous

[019.] Change your name, what would you change
it to?
~ anna. i jus find it easier since more people call me anna. and so that the latter would stop calling me anney/annie.

[020.] Paint your room, what colors would it
be?
~ i wus gona paint mine red, jus one wall. so yea itll be red.

[021.] Be an instant millionaire, what would you
do
with the money?
~ can i have a list? (in a very specific order) front seat tickets to wimbledon finals, travel, manolos, laboutins n jimmy choos (yea michelle u can have ur pick), donate money jus like santa angelina, haha. and endless shopping.

[022.] Meet any famous person, who would you
meet?
~ roger federer or bono.. actually id prefer federer. bonos too intimidating.

[023.] Master one school subject, which subject
would you choose and why?
~ accounting

[024.] Visit any planet, no matter how far or how
bad living conditions are, which would you visit?
~ hah idk dsnt fkn matter does it

[025.] Spend an unlimited amount of money in
any one store, which store would it be?
~ holt renfrew hands down

[026.] Go back to one of your younger ages, what
age would you be again and why?
~ 16. i wus a kid (and still am) and did a number of stupid stupid things (and still do)

[027.] Get one piercing and/or tattoo without
any pain, what would you get?
~ another tattoo (will be gettin a new one next month) i got it all picked out n ready, but wont reveal nething more. the last time i did sumone stole it. hah

im still salivating

2006-06-24T20:52:00.000-07:00

i jus felt the need to post this
dmitry from so you think you can dance
id hit it netime of the day...

yum

buonaserra (sp??)

2006-06-08T22:21:00.000-07:00

manpa r leaving for TO tomorrow. n seing it, i cant decide whether im extremely pleased (hells yea its a house party) or im jus envious. im so wanting to go to toronto. speaking ov... ya kno about my GS(grand slam) plans? well well.. lets jus say its a good thing that i havent ordered my tickets cuz audrey might not come after all. so now i have to look for a buddy to come with, and save some more money cuz i jus lost my buddy pass. oyy. audrey n chris (our generous source of westjet buddy pass, and audreys common law) might be breaking up, audrey wanted to move out and has been looking for a new place. so yea there goes my experienceofalifetime-oneofmytodobeforeidie-toseeafedererandnadalheadtohead plan..to the drain with chris. *sigh.
last weekend the gurls n i went for movies n dinner. it wus so much, i find, bigger the crowd, the better. we watched the davinci code cuz some of them r jus dying to see it. i might post some pictures, norrin took some, so dont count on it, haha. that wus saturday. sunday..uhh i indulged myself in for some roland garros, women's which is a bit unusual dare i say. hah. i had a pounding head ache so didnt go boating with friends. monday.. i really dont remember. moving on. tuesday.. i went bookshopping at chapters with baby shiloh (my lito sis andrea, lurv it dont u? haha). completed the shopaholic series - 3 books, night by elie wiesel (very impressive n very hard to put down), the devil wears prada, a funky alarm clock(on sale for 12 bux), and 2 books for the kids. i wus so tempted to buy this anglo-italian dictionary, jus cuz ive always wanted to learn italian. wednesday.. i went to volunteer for baby shilohs(yes itscalled patronizing haha)field trip at sandy and anne cross conservation blah blah, jus outside of calgary. i regret that i didnt take pictures, er, forgot the camera, bcuz the scenery wus jus amazing. they have this homestead right on top of a hill and everything else is jus green wildlife..as far as the eye can see, it wus beautiful. so they (jus the grade 2 class) had to learn about bugs, animals and the habitat. it wus cool, we went to this hiking trail, and we did some fun activities (notice how i sound like a grade 2er). too bad we didnt see any bears, cuz ive never seen one n would like to (call me crazy) but hey at least we saw 4 deers. yay. haha. n today, well i worked today. i havent been blogging that much meaning im stressed n busy. thats work. we r still trying to figure things out, n its jus crazy, i need a break from work. a loooong one, if possible. before i left, this delivery guy dropped off this HUGE arrangement of very very fancy flowers at my desk. not to be excited, it wus a present for the branch from the district manager. and thats a big deal, cuz the big guys r really hard to please n very very intimidating. i wanted to take it home, mainly cuz ppol r lookng and ahhhing thinking it wus from a boyfriend. gosh i miss those days. but ehhh cmon who needs boys when uve got wealthy regional managers? ahaha ok that doesn sound appropriate. *pls if neones reading this, let this remain personal, beg off.

360

2006-06-01T23:00:00.000-07:00

im extremely devasted.. ANDERSON COOPER is gay. nooooo. my only reason for watching CNN, wut a disappointment. noooooo *falling to my knees, arms reaching towards the heavens, wut have i done?

i still luv me some andy cooper.

inside... annes makeup bag

2006-05-31T20:49:00.000-07:00

my makeup bag consists of more sht like these, these r jus my picks.

1. Diorskin Purelight in Blonde, $45 2. Shu Uemura eyelashcurler, $24 3. brushes by Lise Watier, $13 each 4. Lise Watier Happyface cheek stain, $20 5. Lancome Aquafusion moisturizer, $40 6. Dior liquid eyeliner in navy blue, $35 7. Lise Watier metamorfix transformer, $12 8. Lancome Hypnose in black, $27 9. Stila concealer, $24 10. Benefit benetint lipbalm, $24 11. Dior eyeshadow palette in flower blossom, $60 12. Revlon colorstay nail enamel in vintage, $6 13. Revlon skinlights loose powder in barelight, $10 14. Lise Watier loose powder eyeshadow in folie pomme, $15 15. Redearth hotflush in peachy pleasure, $25 16. Diorkiss in caramel apple, $24

*** yea ive got this much time in my hands to do this. but hey its fun to be overindulgent, once in a while. n in case u wondered, yes this idea, is reminiscent of instyle mags pages.

basura

2006-05-30T18:04:00.000-07:00

ahhhh tuesday.. an entire day of bumming around. no school.. NO WORK. speaking of work, i had my interim review with colleen, our manager, yesterday and got me a RAISE. hells yea. and its not the year end raise that im talkin about yall. saweeet. yes thanks to calgary, the land of many many opportunites haha. ok we all got raises and its cuz of inflation, alberta is booming like crazy. uhh an example, real estate properties' value increase at a rate of (close to) 10k/mo. so yea im extremely happy. as soon as i left colleens office tanya automatically asked me about my raise. im sorry to say this here, but being aware of how conniving tanya gets, i refused to tell her. thats the one thing i can not stand about work, (which i realize ull find everywhere). its the politics, and now, its getting more n more divisive. i really can not wait to leave this job. note to self: i dont want to see myself doing the same thing at the same place next year.
my dads been borrowing my laptop nonstop (hells yea i spit rhymes, haha) to watch tfc. its been agesssss since ive watched tfc. a part of me misses it, but another couldnt care less. im sorry to say that most of it is pure garbage (give me a break, im actually trying to say this as less-contrived as possible). more about garbage... in suffering from american idol withdrawal jus like many of u r. now that ai, top model, amazing race r gone..wut do we do? well for the meantime its project catwalk. its the brit's version of my beloved project runway. only i despise liz hurleys catchphrase: fashion has no mercy. gahh. its amusing (refering to the welsh chick), luv the accent. ooh and tennis clay season is almost ending, meaning its the french open, luv luv, and that grass season is coming, more luv. CAN NOT WAIT FOR WIMBY! so heres an eye candy to tie this all together..
2 of my must-see's: Fed, and Rome

pursuit

2006-05-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

i am currently on chapter 6 of my new read. i somehow snuck some reading time in my VERY VERY short lunch break. its not that bad at all. very funny and so realistic. im sure every shopaholic would agree and nevertheless, relate. theres this bit about beckys habit of itemizing her entire outfit as tho its for magazine. funny CUZ I DO. im starting to think that this book is sumsort of a foreshadowing, uhm now that i said it, i really am hoping that this book ends in a very good way.

so now im back to my laptop, as promised heres my brothers departed civic.. note: photo wus taken 2 yrs ago, so if u must, picture it with new rims, newer spoiler, a body kit with the existing sideskirts, and a small small dent that i left on the right door. (and if ur wondering if thats our house, no its not). may his 2000 civic si coupe rest in peace.
big sigh* cuz i bought this car with my brother, i still say ouch. neways, he got his rental today, its a blue pursuit, hahaha. he despises it, cant blame him.

today, i caught oprah. ok i admit that im hooked on the show. it wus about their visit to aushwitz death camp with elie wiesel. ive seen tons of documentaries and movies about the holocaust, made tons of reports about it, but never have i seen it through the eyes of a survivor. its awakening. elie wiesel, a nobel peace price honoree, wus so expressive, every single word he said wus meaningful, i can not wait to read his book, Night.

may long weekend re-cap

2006-05-23T21:14:00.000-07:00

so ok, i can not wait any longer and i jus have to get meself some new blush. i found one from the red earth line, and apparently it has the same manufacturer as bobbi brown n dior(which btw, is my all time fave makeup brand). so i picked up their blush palette in peachy pleasure. screw dior, this wus a bargain for 27 dollars.

i really dont kno wuts all the rage about chiklits. ive never bothered, till today. this afternoon, my lito sis and i went to a nearby starbux for our afternoon drink, as we always do every other afternoon as we wait for eric to finish therapy(she n eric r both fixated to anything cold most esp. thier banana coconut frapuccino, and yes all drinks r decaf, ok), back to my story.. so i wus looking for a new book to read, i stumbled upon sophie kinsela's confessions of a shopaholic. now ive seen and heard about this book for ages, but always thought its jus all hype. so i picked it up sat down and started to read it. and i say, after the introduction and the next couple pages (ie. letters regarding the protagonist's overdraft) i simply can not convince myself to put it down.

ooh and yea, i have to talk about my long weekend. nothing exciting happened, well audrey and norrin came over sunday night for some drinks n movies. but before that.. friday night (well technically it wus saturday morning)my brother got into a car accident. i wus already asleep, when my parents woke me up at about 2 oclock. they usually never do, so it mustve been sumthing really important. thank God, and really i deeply thank God, that no ones hurt. hes in perfect conditon, considering his car wus badly hit. its a write off. i guess he wus trying to do a left turn on a yellow light when a mustang (who he thought wus goin slow) tried to beat the light struck him. ive never seen my brother shaken, and he wus, he kept saying that with out his seatbelt on, it couldve been a very different story. so for now, hes car-less, so i occasionally drop him off/pick him up, which i absolutely do not mind since he showed me the same courtesy when i wus car-less, hehe. hes now looking for a new car, i guess hes wanting a prelude, but he says he still misses his old baby. he used to have a civic si, in silver, and not toolong bought some new rims to go along with it, too bad its all gone.

guess wut guess wut..its FRIDAY

2006-05-19T18:29:00.000-07:00

so... ive finally seen THE DA VINCI CODE. i luvd it, i prolly do bcuz i luvd the book. i actually like the book a whole lot more. thats the thing with movies like this, the movie jus cant be as good as the book, seems like its jus physically impossible. i expected more but i dont feel disappointed at all. tom hanks, who i adore, wus great, but not as sharp as i would imagine langdon to be. audrey toutou (sp?), which lastname i adore (pronounced as tahttoo) looked fab, i jus thought she couldve done better. ian mcallen, wus of course, brilliant, the most believable IMO, i can not imagine neone else perfectly suited as sir leigh. but hands down to paul bettany, who stole the show... sexiest psycho ever. lol. ultimately they couldve used a better director, they jus didnt capture the book all that well. but.. it still is pretty darn entertaining.

went and did some shopping, and i picked up a new cologne...dior jadore summer, i wus gona get the new stella mcartney, but i find it similar to armani code, which i already have so i went with dior. and itll be jus perfect for the season. then i saw this im dying to get it, but see, its 50 bux..and i really really have to save up (note, how i carefully came up to this thinking, after i spent 85 for a bottle of perfume).

wut i wore today... black leggings, blue shirtdress from lechateau, flipflops, white sienna kooba purse, and teal pashmina

mami's dia

2006-05-14T21:38:00.000-07:00

it wus momas day today!! my mom luvd every second of it, so did i. i got her an tommy bahama watch (cuz shes been beggin for it), the one with the black leather straps and mother of pearl face..similar to this -->
. my dad, surprisingly put so much effort into his. i meant no offense. but hes jus the i-dont-show-too-much-emotion type of guy, very laidback. he got her pearl earings cuz she jus lost her old ones. neways, he also bought her salmon pink roses, 3 dozens of them. my mom, as u can imagine, still cant stop gushing. the cutest thing wus, yesterday at work my dad left me a voicemail. which he never usually does when im at work. he wus like, i forgot to get her a card, buy me one and ill pay u back, and make everyone sign it ok, ooh and dont forget to hide the card. lols. hes such a nerd. lito eric made her some bath salts and lito andrea made this craft thingie that ur spose to hang, they were so cute.

then we went to church, we had a great service. pastor jamal made a very interesting sermon, he wus really really good, hope to see and hear more of him at our church.

right after, wus lunch. due to lack of reservations we ended up for some dim sum. still yumm. we were having a good time but this lady from across the room started to wave at me. a client. i might sound pretentious, but i really do not like it when people recognize me as the 'girl who works at the bank'. they appear every place imaginable, u name it. ctrain, school cafeteria, library, malls, highways, gas stations, parking lots, clubs, everywhere. and i always feel obligated to be nice and polite to all of them. ergo..i have to share this bit. julia, my coworker, whos been with the bank for almost 20 yrs might be the most famous rockstar slash banker ever. on her way to portugal, she had to make a short stop to berlin, and yes, there she found people screaming her name. and u bet, they r bank clients. lols its crazy i kno.

wut i wore today...
teal tunic by talula babaton
black tights
and my new white aldos

star fish fruit

2006-05-09T18:14:00.000-07:00

this day, i say, counts as one of the busiest ive had..

... after phonecalls made back and forth, i finally had my comm290 switched to correspondence. im jus so greatful that i didnt have to pay another $400 to do all these sht. TED LOBLEY is the man yall. he wus tough but i really dont mind cuz he jus saved me some major bucks.

... my lito brother wus sick. in the middle of my 10 min. nap the school called and asked me to pick him up. that really doesnt bother me. but...

... as i wus to step out, i noticed 2 men working on our driveway (the house wus finished jan, so its been 5 months i kno). i tried to talk to man number 1, he answered, but in french. i wus aggravated, so i turned to man number2, he didnt seem to know wut to do cuz they were already in the middle of it (my car wus still in the garage.) ok so neways we figured some things out and i wus out in no budges.

... i got my first threading appointment, finally. threading, as the name pertains is a method used to yank hairs out of the roots with twists of cotton thread. amount of pain, is about as much as that of waxing, being my pain treshold is pretty tolerable, so not much of a difference there. but this one only took me about 5 mins. comapred to about half an hour of waxing. so all in all, results are great and for $12 (including the tip), its a very good deal. will be saying goodbye to waxing for good.

... around the midafternoon, i thought about Bank of Montreal, they havent called me yet. very dissappointing. so i tried to sneak some nap time in, fell asleep for like 15 mins. and the phone rang, it wus linda from BMO, goody. she told me that i got the job and my training starts may 15th, which is monday. fk. her offer's not that great considering my minimum expectation wus about $1 more. im dissappointed. now i really dont kno if i shd take it or not. i will have to talk to colleen, my manager as soon as i can. im in crossroads. and i really needed to talk to sumbody sane.

... i met norrin for a small chat. she undestands me, and in times like this, she makes sense and opinions in all honesty. but im still not at peace. i really have to see colleen.

... and a bunch of other things happened, which are too insignificant to mention, so i wont. well ok except this one, my lito brother asked me if i kno any other fruit that starts with an S except for strawberry, and i really cant think of any. i dont kno why the question, but he wus pretty serious about i. then all of a sudden a lightbulb-flashing-proud-moment, hes like - oh i know, star fish fruit, star..fi...fruit..eeehhh? it wus funny.

Countdown to the The Da Vinci Code film worldwide release: 9 Days 2 Hrs 17 Min 12 Sec

i really can not wait. i havent felt anything like this towards a movie. i already got myself some tickets, and have everything planned out for the big day. im still wodering if they will be doing angels n demons, jus cuz tom hanks is still sporting his langdon-hair. i really hope they do. gosh, i do sound like a geek, dont i>?

lest i forget

2006-04-26T23:17:00.000-07:00

i got a day off (yay for me) which i cleverly spent, in bed. the perfect day off. so im happy. ooh and Bank of Montreal called, made me so much happier. not quite, now im stressing out, cuz i still have to pick out an outfit. but yea i dont want to say much, for now, cuz as u kno i dont want to jinx nething - jus to be on the safe side ya kno.

we had visitors for supper tonight. some folks from church. they were here to pray with my mom, cuz shes to undergo a small operation. they need to take her gullstones(sp?) out. i made some quesadillas - my current fixation, i can eat them for days. they liked our new house, so im sure my moms all happy n proud. they said it looks like a showhome :D.

i read one of my highschool friend's blog. and it wus hella funny. and it made me think of the good ol' days. good times. we were jus a bunch of kids, u kno. gosh, its been yearss, 5 i think. im pretty sure theyve changed since then. i kno i have. im still hoping that one day we'll all get together, thatll be really nice. i miss them.

ok, now i shd get back to studying. i have finance tomorrow. i secretly like this course and our prof, bell. i hate to admit it, but hes really good. hes still the biggest arse tho, lest we forget.

finals.. rite

2006-04-24T23:28:00.000-07:00

wow its been a month. i mustve been busy. rite.

its been a short day but exhausting, for some reason. accounting wus alright, hard, as i expected it to be. my cheat sheet helped a bit. we were allowed to take an entire page of notes, nice eh? (my mom cant believe it) idk wut came to lisa, but i thought that wus nice of her, mind u that shes a btch most of the time.

i went to old navy. yes i admit i went to old navy. my first old navy purchase - a bermuda short in dusty blue, empire waisted tank in teal and a distressed polo shirt. paid 65 bux, great deal eh? cant wait to wear the polo, im gona wear itwith my other bermuda short (in black maybe), some bangles and layered necklace and ooh some gladiator sandals tomorrow.

and yes im saving. or shd i say "trying" to save. ive never been successful with this whole savings, holding out, budgeting thing. meh. the irony is im a banker, and im taking financial planning. haha, like a chain smoking doctor. but im determined this time. i cant go to new york for my planned US Open trip (long story), so i have to settle for toronto's masters series. see, i like planning all these trips, but i find it hard to carry them out. but this time, im meaning it. IM GOING TO GO and noones gona stop me hah. well my mom has laready agreed to pay for the plane tickets so all i have to take care of is the session ticket/s - which will prolly cost me 600, tops, oh and hotel - but im thinking of stayin over at my friend's place, (Sahar) yea i shd be smart and jus stay over, plus i miss her, i really do. lol.

alright alright, hafta go back to my 'studying'. one more week and my misery's over with. and i cant truly wait.

ooh and...
WORE TODAY -
straight leg jeans from jacob
flip flops
black cardigan from jacob over
lime green tank
my pink pashmina
and yellow balenciaga motorcycle bag

no more denying, i am indeed...lazy

2006-03-28T13:55:00.000-08:00

woke up late and thank gawd i dont have ne class today (well i believe i dont.) mehhh. ive been running sex and the city marathons and its keeping me up late. thanks to dave, who got me the entire set, all 6 seasons baby! i luv luv luv it.

neways, instead of gettin my ass to work (ie get some training done) i went to the mall and then to chapters. wore today... black bermuda shorts from costa blanca, white tank and flipflops from aldo.

i heard that 'so you think you can dance' are doing their castings. i really cant wait for this one. i luved this show, i actully prefer it than american idol. so yea heres a reminder of how amazing this show is.. last year's best performance i say. i liked them both, very talented dancers. i wanted melody to win, but nick did, but meh, all's well.

ive got zero arse

2006-03-26T16:50:00.000-08:00

i jus got home after a looong hair appointment. fk. it wus a painful 5.5 hrs of slow death. on th fifth hour i jus wanted to pull my hairs out. my ass is still hurting...and flat. wus it all worth it? fk no. but im satisfied none the less.

im gettin a new tattoo!! paula, my brother, jerrel, drew and i decided to get em done all together. i already kno wut im gona get, but im not tellin. this will be my second one. my first, my mom's maiden name in some ancient filipino characters (that i didnt kno existed) on my lower abdomen. its so awesome, my brother got one on the same spot a week after, but his wus his name is sanskrit. but neways :D cant get ne more exciting than this. i think we're gona get them by the end of spring or early summer.

right now drew and ate carol are at maui, and im jealous. arg. the perks of westjet buddy pass. my brother's graduating this year (finally!) from aircraft engineering, and hes trying to get a job at westjet. he better get that job. ***buddy passssss*** ooh and all the nice places to be. yea, delusions of grandeur. stop me. ok i think the amonia jus started to kick in.

hump day

2006-03-22T10:21:00.000-08:00

its wednesday! and theres nothing in particular that i shd be excited about. in fact, its one of those i-wana-skip-this-day-but-i-cant days. its my cuzin jerell/jerrel (known him for 20 yrs and still cant spell his name, shame..shame) and we're havin dinner at this korean restaurant next to a sex toys shop. lookin forward to it, the dinner i meant.
im still contemplating if i shd get highlights or not. this is how vain (pls to be not mistaken as narcissitic) i am, i plan my pay's allotment dayss in advance. and for this one, its a lauren merkin clutch http://www.shopbop.com/shop/product_detail.jsp?PRODUCT%3C%3Eprd_id=845524441779183&FOLDER%3C%3Efolder_id=2534374302024291&ASSORTMENT%3C%3East_id=1408474395181057&bmUID=1143052467494 and yea the hair. right now i have it in jet black, which i absolutely adore. my features stand out more with darker hair i find. its prolly cuz im yellow lols. but since spring started a couple of days ago, i wanted to go lighter. well we shall all see.

wearing today... ugg boots, gap jeans, black jacob sweater over white button down shirt from gap, hilfiger messenger bag, versace glasses.

Sunday Bloody Sunday

2006-03-19T14:36:00.000-08:00

Sunday - church, lunch out with family, and TV

Im missing centre street's dimsum. I opted for a lunch in, infront of the tv. I watched the indian wells finals in french, not cuz im very french eloquent but cuz its live. i like how it went, the great federer won, poor blake, i used to like him back in his afro-days.
Ive been switching back and forth from tennis and project runway. this is the beauty of sundays : series marathons, and for this week its project runway, saweeeet. now my head's aching, yes excessive tv.
My mom's out shopping, yet again. And I thought i wus the power shopper here. *sigh. im home and broke, makes it all the more depressing.

wore today ... aldo beaded yellow flats, guess daredevil jeans , talula babaton teal tunic